Things are better

I feel better now that I have met people but I still think that sometimes I get my self into situation which I can not control. I feel you have given me strength and God has too. I can be myself, strong, keep a clear heart and make decisions which will keep me with a clear conscience. It makes me happy to feel that I can make the right choices. I know that it is hard to do things I want to do sometimes. I have faith that one day, I will be a happy woman with a great husband and controllable kids. I am going to try and make sure I can do all I can to not disappoint dad and Na'im and I really want to try and keep Sunny happy too. I hope you are at peace and my love and thoughts are always with you. You are still my rock. Even though there are other things that give me strength too, you are the one person who made me this way to begin with. I love you and thank you for showing me the right path.